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[[File:Krishnamurti painting.jpg|300px|right|thumb|J. Krishnamurti portrait in L. W. Rogers Building. Painted from a photograph in 1926 by Henry Schwartz. Image from TSA Archives.]]
'''Jiddu Krishnamurti''' ([[May 11]], 1895 – [[February 17]], 1986) was an author and lecturer on spiritual and philosophical subjects who had a major impact on Twentieth Century thought. He was "discovered" as a child in India by [[Charles Webster Leadbeater|Charles W. Leadbeater]], who prophesied that the then sickly and almost illiterate boy would become a great religious leader. From that point Krishnamurti and his younger brother Nitya were raised and educated by Theosophists at the [[Theosophical Society (Adyar)|Theosophical Society]] based in Adyar, Chennai, India. The [[Order of the Star in the East]] was established, to promote the idea that Krishnamurti was going to be the "vehicle" of the "World Teacher" or [[Maitreya]]. Eventually Krishnamurti rejected the title, disbanded the organization, but spent the rest of his life speaking around the world to all kind of people about a spiritual life based on awareness, inquiry, and freedom.

Krishnamurti was often referred to by his friends as "Krishna", "Krishnaji", and "K". His writings were often published under his "star name," [[Alcyone]].

== Early years ==

Jiddu Krishnamurti was born was born a Brahmin on [[May 11]] 1895 in Madanapalle, Andhra Pradesh, near Madras in the south of India. He was the eighth son and, in keeping with tradition, was named after Sri Krishna. 

Although his father, Jiddu Narianiah, was educated at Madras University and worked for the British Administration, the standard of life of the family was not good. Only five or six of the eleven children of the family would survive childhood. When Krishnamurti was two years old he nearly died of malaria, and his mother, Jiddu Sanjeevamma, eventually died of it when he was only ten.

In 1907 his father was given a compulsory retirement. Having been a member of the [[Theosophical Society]] since 1882,<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 6.</ref> he eventually obtained a job at its International Headquarters in [[Adyar (campus)|Adyar]], Madras (now Chennai).

== "Discovery" ==

On [[January 23]], 1909, the Jiddu family moved to Madras. In May of that year, Theosophical leader and [[Clairvoyance|clairvoyant]] [[Charles Webster Leadbeater|C. W. Leadbeater]] runs into 13-year old Krishnamurti who was playing in the beach, and sees "the most wonderful [[aura]] he has ever seen, without a particle of selfishness". Although Theosophist and scholar [[Ernest Wood]], who had tried to help him with his homework, considered him dim-witted, Leadbeater predicted that he would become a spiritual teacher and a great orator "much greater" than even [[Annie Besant]]. His Biographer Mary Lutyens wrote:

<blockquote>It could not have been Krishna's outward appearance that struck Leadbeater, for apart from his wonderful eyes, he was not at all prepossessing at that time. He was under-nourished, scrawny and dirty; his ribs showed through his skin and he had a persistent cough; his teeth were crooked and he wore his hair in the customary Brahmin fashion of South India, shaved in front to the crown and falling to below his knees in a pigtail at the back; moreover his vacant expression gave him an almost moronic look.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 21.</ref></blockquote>

[[File:Krishnamurti-Nitya-Arundale.jpg|right|400px|thumb|Krishnamurti, Nitya, and [[George S. Arundale|George Arundale]], labeled with Star names.]]
Soon, C. W. Leadbeater started researching their [[Reincarnation|past lives]] and become aware of their relationship with himself and the [[Masters of Wisdom|Masters]]. These accounts were published in articles in [[The Theosophist (periodical)|''The Theosophist'']], the mystic name given to Krishnamurti being [[Alcyone]]. All these accounts were eventually published in the book [[Lives of Alcyone (book)|''Lives of Alcyone'']].

During this time a group of [[Theosophist]]s began to take care of him and his younger brother, Nityananda. They nourished them physically, and taught them hygiene, yogic postures, breathing exercises, and sports. Eventually they also took care of their academic education. 

[[Annie Besant]], who was abroad on a tour, met them for the first time on [[November 27]], 1909. On [[March 6]], 1910 she became their legal guardian.

== Initiation ==

[[Charles Webster Leadbeater|C. W. Leadbeater]] reported that on the night of [[August 1]], 1909, [[Koot Hoomi|Master K.H.]] had put Krishnamurti on [[probation]].

Then, Leadbeater started taken him every night in his [[Astral Body|astral body]] to the house of the Master to be instructed for fifteen minutes. The next morning Krishnamurti would write down what he remembered, and these notes were later published as the book [[At the Feet of the Master (book)|''At the Feet of the Master'']].<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 28.</ref>

On [[December 31]] he wrote to Annie Besant (then in Benares) an account of the astral visit to the Masters in which he was accepted as a [[chela|disciple]] of Master K.H. after only five months of probation. He was .<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 33-34.</ref>

He received his [[Initiation#First Initiation|first initiation]] soon after this, on [[January 11]], 1910, while he was at [[Adyar (campus)|Adyar]]. After this he wrote an independent account of what he remembered.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 35-38.</ref>

=== Later Initiations ===

There are some historical records for Krishnamurti's next three initiations.

*The second initiation took place on the night of the full moon of [[May 1]], 1912, while he was in Taormina, Sicily, Italy.

*The third initiation took place in Ojai, California, on [[August 20]], 1922. (See [[Jiddu Krishnamurti#Life-altering experiences|below]])

*The fourth initiation happened in November 1925, after receiving the news of the death of his brother while he was on a ship heading for India.

== World Teacher movement ==
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On [[January 11]], 1911, [[George S. Arundale|George Arundale]] formed ''The Order of the Rising Sun'' to draw together those in India who believed in the near coming of a great spiritual teacher and prepare public opinion to receive him. At the same time a quarterly magazine printed at [[Adyar (campus)|Adyar]] called [[The Herald of the Star (periodical)|''The Herald of the Star'']] was started. A few months later Besant and Leadbeater made this into an international movement called ''The Order of the Star in the East'', of which Krishnamurti was the head.

On [[December 28]], 1911, when Krishnamurti was handling certificates to new members of the Order, the following happened, as reported by C. W. Leadbeater:

<blockquote>All at once the Hall was filled with tremendous power, which was so evidently flowing through Krishna[murti] that the next member fell at his feet, overwhelmed by this marvellous rush of force. I have never seen or felt anything in the least like it; it reminded one irresistibly of the rushing mighty wind and the outpouring of the Holy Ghost at Pentecost. The tension was enormous, and everyone in the room was most powerfully affected. It was exactly the kind of thing that we read about in the old scriptures, and think exaggerated; but here it was before us in the twentieth century. After that, each one prostrated himself as his turn came, many of them with tears pouring down their cheeks. The scene was indeed a memorable one, for the stream of devotees was remarkably representative in character. There were members from almost every country in Europe, from America and from all parts of India. . . .<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 55.</ref></blockquote>

After this Annie Besant made public the fact that Krishnamurti's body had been chosen by [[Maitreya]] to serve as his vehicle.

After this he would become more and more acquainted with the Masters on an independent basis. For example, on [[June 12]], 1911, while in a lecture [[Annie Besant]] was giving at the Sorbonne, he claimed to have seen "the Count there",<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 51.</ref> probably referring to the Mahatma known as the [[Count de Saint Germain]]. Then, on [[June 27]], 1911, while in England, he remembered going with [[George S. Arundale|George Arundale]] to the house of Master K.H., where the latter accepted the former as his [[chela]]. He received confirmation of this from C. W. Leadbeater, who was at Adyar.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 51.</ref>

The last important experience recorded in this period was in January, 1914, while at Taormina, Sicili, when Krishamurti "suddenly looked up and said, 'The Lord Buddha is here'. His whole face changed completely and he rushed from the room. Soon he came back and told them that he had seen the Lord Buddha standing beside him."<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 81.</ref>

However, from 1914 to 1921 Krishnamurti became more and more absorbed by "mundane" pursuits, unsuccessfully trying to get to Oxford, Cambridge, and London University. He lost much of his enthusiasm for the work of the Masters and his role in it, and felt rebellious about it. 

In 1923 (after having taken his third initiation in 1922) he began to work actively for the [[Order of the Star in the East]] and [[Theosophy]]. He started writing articles, answering official letters, and giving lectures around the world. That year Nitya wrote:

<blockquote>The Convention [in Chicago] was a record success, thanks to K’s presence and I think the greatest thing that can be said is that he more than came up to everyone’s expectations . . . everyone whom Krishna has come into touch with feels a new revival of their enthusiasm. Krishna now talks like someone who has found his goal, and his purpose in his talks has been to make the existence of the Masters an intense reality and in this he is really inspired.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 171.</ref></blockquote>

== Life-altering experiences ==

After some years of disenchantment, his interest in [[Theosophy]] and the [[Order of the Star in the East]] slowly started to reawaken. On [[May 6]], 1920, he wrote to Lady Emily:

<blockquote>Curiously all day I have been very dreamy, more dreamy than usual and in my heart there have been a continual thought of Lord Buddha. I was in such a state that I had to sit down and meditate. Think of me meditating. Extraordinary.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 119.</ref></blockquote>

And in March 1921:

<blockquote>I have been thinking a great deal about the Order & the T.S. ''mais surtout de moi-même''. I must find myself and then only can I help others. In fact, I must make the Old Gentleman come down & take some responsibility. Probably he wants to but finds that the body & mind is not spiritual enough & now I must waken them for 'his' habitation.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 127-128.</ref></blockquote>

From this point on Krishnamurti started giving lectures and writing articles.

In June, 1922, while visiting C. W. Leadbeater in Australia, Krishnamurti received a message from Master K.H. brought through CWL, advising him to be more tolerant of divergence of views and methods. This message produced a deep effect on him. From Australia he went to Ojai, California. In August he wrote to Lady Emily:

<blockquote>I have been meditating every morning for half an hour or 35 mins . . . & I meditate again before I go to sleep for about 10 minutes. All this is rather surprising you, isn’t it? I am going to get back my old touch with the Masters & after all that's the only thing that matters in life & nothing else does.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 152.</ref></blockquote> 

In another letter, he explained in more detail his practice:

<blockquote>Ever since I left Australia I have been thinking and deliberating about the message which 
the Master K.H. gave me while I was there. I naturally wanted to achieve those orders as soon 
as I could, and I was to a certain extent uncertain as to the best method of attaining the ideals 
which were put before me. . .
<br>
I set about to find out ways and means to achieve my aim. First I realized that I had to harmonize all my other bodies with the Buddhic plane [the highest plane of consciousness] and to bring about this happy combination I had to find out what my ego wanted on the Buddhic plane. To harmonize the various bodies I had to keep them vibrating at the same rate as the Buddhic, and to do this I had to find out what was the vital interest of the Buddhic. With ease which rather astonished me I found the main interest on that high plane was to serve the Lord Maitreya and the Masters. With that idea clear in my physical mind I had to direct and control the other bodies to act and to think the same as on the noble and spiritual plane. During that period of less than three weeks, I concentrated to keep in mind the image of the Lord Maitreya throughout the entire day, and I found no difficulty in doing this. I found that I was getting calmer and more serene. My whole outlook on life was changed.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 157-158.</ref></blockquote> 

From [[August 17]] to the [[August 19|19th]] he started experiencing an acute pain in the back of his neck and eventually got prostrated, coming in and out of consciousness. Then, he had "the most extraordinary experience":

<blockquote> There was a man mending the road; that man was myself; the pickaxe he held was myself; the very stone which he was breaking up was a part of me; the tender blade of grass was my very being, and the tree beside the man was myself. I almost could feel and think like the roadmender, and I could feel the wind passing through the tree, and the little ant on the blade of grass I could feel. The birds, the dust, and the very noise were a part of me. Just then there was a car passing by at some distance; I was the driver, the engine, and the tyres; as the car went further away from me, I was going away from myself. I was in everything, or rather everything was in me, inanimate and animate, the mountain, the worm, and all breathing things. All day long I remained in this happy condition.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 158.</ref></blockquote> 

On Sunday, [[August 20]] he felt extremely tired and weak, and very sensitive. [[Albert Powell Warrington|A. P. Warrington]] suggested him to sit under the pepper tree which is near the house. The following is his statement:

<blockquote>There I sat crosslegged in the meditation posture. When I had sat thus for some time, I felt myself going out of my body, I saw myself sitting down with the delicate tender leaves of the tree over me. I was facing the east. In front of me was my body and over my head I saw the Star, bright and clear. Then I could feel the vibrations of the [[Gautama Buddha|Lord Buddha]]; I beheld [[Maitreya|Lord Maitreya]] and [[Koot Hoomi|Master K.H.]] I was so happy, calm and at peace. I could still see my body and I was hovering near it. There was such profound calmness both in the air and within myself . . . The Presence of the mighty Beings was with me for some time and then They were gone. I was supremely happy, for I had seen. Nothing could ever be the same. I have drunk at the clear and pure waters at the source of the fountain of life and my thirst was appeased. Never more could I be thirsty, never more could I be in utter darkness. I have seen the Light. I have touched compassion which heals all sorrow and suffering; it is not for myself, but for the world. I have stood on the mountain top and gazed at the mighty Beings. Never can I be in utter darkness; I have seen the glorious and healing Light. The fountain of Truth has been revealed to me and the darkness has been dispersed. Love in all its glory has intoxicated my heart; my heart can never be closed. I have drunk at the fountain of Joy and eternal Beauty. I am God-intoxicated.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 159-160.</ref></blockquote>

In a letter to [[Charles Webster Leadbeater|C. W. Leadbeater]] he wrote:

<blockquote>After Aug. 20th I know what I want to do and what lies before me—nothing but to serve the Masters and the Lord. I have become since that date much more sensitive and slightly clairvoyant as I saw you with the President, the other night while I was sitting in the moonlight. Such a thing has not happened to me for over seven years. In fact for the last seven years, I have been spiritually blind, I have been in a dungeon without a light, without any fresh air. Now I feel I am in sunlight, with the energy of many, not physical but mental and emotional. I feel once again in touch with Lord Maitreya and the Master and there is nothing else for me to do but to serve Them. My whole life, now, is, consciously, on the physical plane, devoted to the work and I am not likely to change.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 159-160.</ref></blockquote>

C. W. Leadbeater and Annie Besant interpreted this experience as Krishnamurti's third Initiation, although was puzzled by the pain and sickness he went through. He wrote to Mrs. Besant:

<blockquote>It [the experience] was indeed marvellous and beautiful, though I wish that it had not been accompanied by so much physical sickness and suffering. I should like very much to hear your comment upon all this. We have ourselves passed through very similar experiences, except that, in my own case at least, there has never been any of these terrible physical symptoms, the body being usually left peacefully resting in a trance condition, or else fully awake and taking part in what was passing, but without any pain or sickness.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 163.</ref></blockquote>

After this experience the acute pain in his head and spine would continue, on and off, for nearly forty-years (although it tended to be milder as the years went by). He called this "the process".

== The Process ==

In September, 1922, Krishnamurti described this "process" to Lady Emily as follows:

<blockquote>Every evening at about 6:30 I become semi-conscious; I have no food but go to bed; from 6:30 to 7:30 or 8, or even 8:30 it lasts. I toss about, groan & moan and mutter strange things, in fact almost behave like one possessed. I get up, thinking somebody is calling me and collapse on the floor; I rave considerably, see strange faces & light. All the time, I have a violent pain in my head & the nape of my neck & can’t bear the touch of anyone. Also during that time, I become very sensitive, can’t bear a sound, however small it may be. I feel so tired & exhausted, while the thing is going on. Sometimes the whole thing becomes very acute & force has to be used to keep me down & other times it is quite mild. After it is over, I remember some parts of the scene I had been creating; then I have my food & retire to bed. I don’t know what’s the cause, nor what it’s for; now it has lasted for nearly a month, practically everyday except when I went to Los Angeles. It may be that I may become clairvoyant when it is all over or merely that I am gradually going mad!!! For the last five or six days I have been seeing my dead mother. 
Whenever I shut my eyes & especially during the evening when Rosalind, who looks after me during that period, is with me, I see her very clearly, in fact, I call to her aloud & mistake Rosalind for my long lost mother. It may be that she uses R. or that R. is the reincarnation of my mother. I don’t know which it is, nor is it of any importance. While I am in that state, remember long-forgotten boyhood scenes, such as when I was ill with my mother, how I used to rest on her stomach!!, the beggars we used to feed & how I used to be waked up by her, & the going to the school etc. I can’t account for all this...<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 165.</ref></blockquote>

Nitya described the process to C. W. Leadbeater in a letter of [[October 2]]: 

<blockquote>Every evening about 6.30 to 8, Krishna has gone into a state of semi-consciousness when the ego seems to leave and the physical elemental is allowed enough consciousness to suffer, to talk and even transmit intelligently any piece of information that may be necessary. He complains of agonising pain while he is in this state, centering mostly in the spine; so we have surmised that his [[Kundalini]] is being awakened.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 165.</ref></blockquote>

During this process the [[Elemental#Physical_elemental|physical elemental]] was left in charge of the body. The latter would speak and complain much in the way a child would. The elemental would talk of Krishnamurti as being a separate person, and sometimes even call him asking him to come back.

Although the speculation was that the process was part of the awakening of Kundalini, in the experiences of C. W. Leadbeater and Annie Besant it had not entailed so much pain. CWL shows his perplexity in a letter on [[May 12]], 1923 to Mrs. Besant:

<blockquote>It is evident that in all higher matters the methods of progress differ for each individual. I do not understand why such terrible physical suffering should come to our Krishna. Surely the Brahmin body is exceptionally pure, and should need less in the way of preparation than the average European vehicle. In my own case I have no recollection of anything in the least commensurate with this when I was passing through the same stage, though there was certainly a great deal of excessive discomfort in the development of the Kundalini. It may be, as you suggest, that this is part of the preparation of that body for its Great Occupant, yet nothing has been said as to any hastening of the Coming. But it might well be that years must elapse after the completion of this preparation, in order that the body might fully recover from it before having to undergo the strain of the actual occupancy. The case is so unique that I suppose the truth is that we can only wait and watch.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 171.</ref></blockquote>

On [[September 20]], 1923, after many days of the process, Krishnamurti brought through the following message from [[Koot Hoomi|Mahatma K.H.]] that shows the Masters were involved in this process. Nitya wrote it down as follows:

<blockquote>Nitya Listen. This is finished here, this is the last night. It will be continued in Ojai. But this depends upon you. You both should have more energy. On what you do in the next month will depend the success. You have to be exceedingly careful. Let nothing stand in the way. You have both of you to put on more fat, in order to have more energy. Let everything be consecrated to the success of this. It has been a success here. But Ojai depends entirely on you, there it will be continued with much greater vigour if you are ready. . .
<br>
When you leave this place you have to be exceedingly careful. It is like a fresh vase, just out of the mould, and any bad vibration may crack it, and this will mean repairing and remodelling and this would take a long time.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 178.</ref></blockquote>

They went to Ojai and on [[November 20]] Krishnamurti's process started again. It was so bad that even Nitya was worried. He wrote to Leadbeater saying that "They" were experimenting with performing the process while K. remained fully conscious. The pain was "fierce". On the 26th Krishnamurti's body repeated the following message:

<blockquote>The work that is being done now is of the gravest importance and exceedingly delicate. It is the first time that this experiment is being carried out in the world. Everything in the household must give way to this work, and no one's convenience must be considered, not even Krishna[murti]'s. Strangers must not come there too often; the strain is too great. You and Krishna can work this out. Maintain peace and [an] even life.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 182.</ref></blockquote>

Leadbeater answered that he did not know what was going on and was quite anxious about it. He couldn't understand why all this pain was necessary. He said he had not seen this coming "in the future that stretched itself before us in those happy days at Adyar so long ago". Later, he was greatly relieved when he received an answer from Annie Besant stating that the whole proceeding was being done under the authority of the Masters.

The process went on every evening for a few months. On [[February 27]], 1924, he had the following experience:

<blockquote>I had an extraordinary evening. Whatever it is, the force or whatever one calls the bally thing, came up my spine, up to the nape of my neck, then it separated into two, one going to the right & the other to the left of my head till they met between the two eyes, just above my nose. There was a kind of flame & and I saw the [[Maitreya|Lord]] & the Master. It was a tremendous night. Of course the whole thing was painful, in the extreme.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 186.</ref></blockquote>

The process, which continued uninterrupted for about 110 days, finally ended early in April. On [[April 11]] Krishnamurti was given a message from the Masters saying that what had been done so far was a good success, but that this was the beginning of many struggles. That now attention should be turned towards the recuperation of the body. "Plenty of food, plenty of open air and exercise should be sufficient".<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 187-188.</ref>

This process carried on intermittently for years.

[[File:AP Warrington Krishnamurti Nityananda.jpg|right|220px|thumb|Krishnamurti with A. P. Warrington and Nityananda]]
== Death of his brother ==

Krishnamurti's brother Nitya had tuberculosis, and from time to time he was prostrated by it. At the beginning of 1925, when they were in India, Nitya became very ill and was several times on the brink of death. Krishnamurti was very worried about this. On [[February 10]] he sent a letter to [[Annie Besant]] telling her the following recollection from one of his astral visits to the Masters:

<blockquote>I remember going to the Master’s house and asking & begging to let Nitya get well & let him live. The Master said that I was to see the Lord Maitreya and I went there and I implored there but I got the impression that it was not His business & that I should go to the Mahachohan. I went there. I remember all this so clearly. He was seated in His chair, with great dignity & magnificent understanding, with grave & kindly eyes. My futile description is so absurd but it’s impossible to convey, the great impression of it all. I told Him that I would sacrifice my happiness or anything that was required to let Nitya live, for I felt this thing was being decided. He listened to me & answered "He will be well". It was such a relief and all my anxiety has completely disappeared.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 199.</ref></blockquote>

On March Nitya somewhat recovered and they left for Sydney. On June they started their journey back to Ojai, which they reached in the middle of July. During the trip Nitya had been very sick and in danger of passing away. His health remained very poor in August but started getting a little better by the end of September.

On November he caught influenza and became quite ill, while Krishnamurti was on a ship heading for India. When the news of his brother's critical condition came he told Shiva Rao that "if Nitya was going to die I would not have been allowed to leave Ojai".<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 219.</ref> However, on the night of [[November 13]], 1925, a telegram arrived announcing Nitya's death.

== Struggle and transformation ==

In August 1925, while at Huizen and Ommen, [[George S. Arundale]] claimed that he and others had taken several initiations and had been appointed as "Apostles" of the World Teacher. [[Annie Besant]], who had given up her clairvoyant powers due to her political work for India, trusted Arundale. Krishnamurti was in Ojai at the time, and when arriving at London a few months later he was visibly upset feeling "that something infinitely precious, sacred and private had been made publicly ugly and ridiculous, cheap and vulgar.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 218.</ref>

[[Charles Webster Leadbeater|C. W. Leadbeater]], however, did not confirm all this and was rather suspicious of it. On [[July 28]], 1926, he wrote to Krishnamurti:

<blockquote>Our brothers Wedgwood, George, Oscar and Rukmini are younger and less experienced in the work of translating memories and messages from higher planes; therefore when their reminiscences do not support my own I simply suspend judgement and say nothing, except perhaps to them. I do not for a moment suspect any of them of intentional misrepresentation . . . to you as one of the innermost circle, I admit that there may have been some misunderstandings and exaggerations in their reports, because even at these higher levels it is more difficult than you can imagine entirely to eliminate the personal factor. . .<ref>Jean Overton Fuller, ''Krishnamurti & the Wind'' (London: Theosophical Publishing House, 2003), 121.</ref></blockquote>

In November Krishnamurti received the news that his brother died. This broke him completely and shattered his view of a future were Nitya was supposed to be a vital part of his mission. The next ten days on the ship were full of agony, which eventually lead to a transformation. When reaching Colombo, he expressed:

<blockquote>An old dream is dead and a new one is being born, as a flower that pushes through the solid earth. A new vision is coming into being and a new consciousness is being unfolded.... A new thrill and a new throb of the same life is being felt. A new strength born of suffering is pulsating in the veins and a new sympathy and understanding is being born out of the past suffering. A greater desire to see others suffer less and if they must suffer to see that they bear it nobly and come out of it without too many scars. I have wept but I do not want others to weep but if they do I now know what it means.... I know how to weep still, but that is human. I know now, with greater certainty than ever before, that there is real beauty in life, real happiness that can not be shattered by any physical happening, a great strength which cannot be weakened by passing events, and a great love which is permanent, imperishable and unconquerable.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 220-221.</ref></blockquote>

When C. W. Leadbeater reached Colombo he greeted Krishnamurti saying: "Well, at least ''you'' are an Arhat", meaning that after the crisis he had received his fourth initiation.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 221.</ref>

On [[November 27]] while in [[Adyar (campus)|Adyar]], before the Jubilee Convention of the [[Theosophical Society]], he was initiated into [[Co-Freemasonry]] and on [[December 21]] he officiated a reformed Hindu ritual in a small Hindu Temple recently built in the Compound.

On [[December 28]] the Congress of the [[Order of the Star in the East]] began. During its first meeting, the end of Krishnamurti's talk, a dramatic change took place. He had been speaking saying that the World Teacher "comes only to those who want, who desire, who long..." and then his voice changed completely and went on saying:

<blockquote>. . . and I come for those who want sympathy, who want happiness, who are longing to be released, who are longing to find happiness in all things. I come to reform and not to tear down, I come not to destroy but to build.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 223-224.</ref></blockquote>

At the end of the Congress Annie Besant remarked that this event had marked "the definite consecration of the chosen vehicle . . . . the final acceptance of the body chosen long before.... The coming has begun".<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 224.</ref> C. W. Leadbeater also expressed that there was not a shadow of doubt that the World Teacher had used the Vehicle more than once during the Congress.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 225.</ref>

Krishnamurti also had no doubts that this had been the case. On [[January 5]], 1926, he said:

<blockquote>I personally feel quite different from that day.... I feel like a crystal vase, a jar that has been cleaned and now anybody in the world can put a beautiful flower in it and that flower shall live in the vase and never die.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 224.</ref></blockquote>

== Dissolution of the Order of the Star ==

Krishnamurti felt upset about [[George S. Arundale|G. S. Arundale]]'s and [[James Ingall Wedgwood|J. I. Wedgwood]]'s attitude about the "Apostles affair" and all the public talking about dubious initiations. In March 1926 he wrote to [[Charles Webster Leadbeater|C. W. Leadbeater]] saying:

<blockquote>I have woken up so often with feelings of revolt and distrust that my impressions and intuitions are growing stronger and stronger and I feel that the events of the last ten months aren’t clean and wholesome. Of course there’s nothing to be done but wait for events to develop. Of course none of them are very important but this apostles business is the limit. I don’t believe in it all and this is not based on prejudice. With that we shall have difficulty and I am not going to give in over that. I think it’s wrong and purely George’s imagination. Anyhow it’s a trivial thing but other people are making a mountain of it.... Wedgwood is distributing initiations around ... Initiations and sacred things will be a joke presently.... I believe in all this so completely that it makes me weep to see these sacred things dragged in the dirt.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 228.</ref></blockquote>

All these happenings produced a mixed response in the press and the general public, arising suspicion, sarcasm, and idle curiosity.

Meanwhile, Krishnamurti continued to give talks and felt more and more in tune with his role. On [[February 9]], 1927, he wrote to C. W. Leadbeater: "I know my destiny and my work. I know with certainty and knowledge of my own, that I am blending into the consciousness of the one Teacher and that He will completely fill me".<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 241.</ref> In April Annie Besant declared to the press "The World Teacher is here".

As people began to place more and more authority on him, Krishnamurti began to discourage people from taking him as a crutch. He wanted people to be independent and self-motivated. As he said in a talk at the end of June:

<blockquote>You must become liberated not because of me but in spite of me ... all this life, and especially during the last few months I have struggled to be free—free of my friends, my books, my associations. You must struggle for the same freedom.... You must not make me an authority. If I become a necessity to you what will you do when I go away?... Some of you think I can give you a drink that will set you free, that I can give you a formula that will liberate you—that is not so. I can be the door but you must pass through the door and find the liberation that is beyond it.... I wish I could invent a new language but as I cannot I would like to destroy your old phraseology and conceptions.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 248.</ref></blockquote>

He then started simplifying his language and making it more abstract. He stopped talking about the [[Maitreya|Lord Maitreya]] and referred to "the Beloved" instead. He wanted to put less emphasis on the forms that lead to worshiping, to focus instead on the essence. His language began to be increasingly non-dualist at a time when this approach was virtually unknown in the West. At a Camp in the beginning of August, 1927, he said:

<blockquote>I have been asked what I mean by ‘the Beloved’. I will give a meaning, an explanation, which you will interpret as you please. To me it is all—it is Sri Krishna, it is the Master K.H., it is the Lord Maitreya, it is the Buddha, and yet it is beyond all these forms. What does it matter what name you give? ... What you are troubling about is whether there is such a person as the World 
Teacher who has manifested Himself in the body of a certain person, Krishnamurti; but in the world nobody will trouble about this question. So you will see my point of view when I talk about my Beloved. It is an unfortunate thing that I have to explain, but I must. I want it to be as vague as possible, and I hope I have made it so. My Beloved is the open skies, the flower, every human being. . . .
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It is no good asking me who is the Beloved. Of what use is explanation? For you will not understand the Beloved until you are able to see Him in every animal, in every blade of grass, in every person that is suffering, in every individual.<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 250.</ref></blockquote>

However, he was not denying the existence of the Masters or Maitreya as some people interpreted. He went on to say in that talk:

<blockquote>Till I was able to say with certainty, without any undue excitement, or exaggeration in order to convince others, that I was one with my Beloved, I never spoke. I talked of vague generalities which everybody wanted. I never said: I am the World Teacher; but now that I feel I am one with my Beloved, I say it....<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 250.</ref></blockquote>

People who were expecting he was going to lend himself to be worshiped began to be upset, as did those who clung to concrete concepts and explanations. At the same time, new people who started gathering around Krishnamurti without a deeper understanding of concepts such as the [[Masters of Wisdom]] and Krishnamurti's relationship with them interpreted this attitude as a denial of their existence. A rift between the "Theosophical" view and the "Krishnamurtian" one began to be created by some of the listeners.

While Annie Besant and C. W. Leadbeater supported publicly the idea that Krishnamurti was acting as the vehicle of the World Teacher, G. S. Arundale and J. I. Wedgwood did not agree. People wanted Krishnamurti to publicly assert his own authority something that he, naturally, did not want to do:

In August 1928, at a Camp of the Order of the Star, he said: "Friend, do not concern yourself with who I am; you will never know.... If I say I am the Christ, you will create another authority. If I say I am not, you will also create another authority".<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 262.</ref> He said he would dissolve the Order of the Star if it "claimed to be a vessel that holds the Truth and the only Truth".<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 261.</ref>

As time passed Krishnamurti's non-dualistic position became more radical and a number of people began to side in agreement or disagreement with him.

During the next Camp of the Order of the Star at Ommen, on [[August 3]], 1929, Krishnamurti made a speech dissolving the Order. Among other things, he said:

<blockquote>I maintain that Truth is a pathless land, and you cannot approach it by any path whatsoever, by any religion, by any sect. That is my point of view, and I adhere to that absolutely and unconditionally. Truth, being limitless, unconditioned, unapproachable by any path whatsoever, cannot be organised; nor should any organisation be formed to lead or coerce people along any particular path.
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Truth cannot be brought down, rather the individual must make the effort to ascend to it. You cannot bring the mountain-top to the valley.
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If an organisation be created for this purpose, it becomes a crutch, a weakness, a bondage, and must cripple the individual, and prevent him from growing, from establishing his uniqueness, which lies in the discovery for himself of that absolute, unconditioned Truth.
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I am concerning myself with only one essential thing: to set man free. I desire to free him from all cages, from all fears, and not to found religions, new sects, nor to establish new theories and new philosophies. 
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You are all depending for your spirituality on someone else, for your happiness on someone else, for your enlightenment on someone else; and although you have been preparing for me for eighteen years, when I say all these things are unnecessary, when I say that you must put them all away and look within yourselves for the enlightenment, for the glory, for the purification, and for the incorruptibility of the self, not one of you is willing to do it. There may be a few, but very, very few. So why have an organization? 
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"How many members are there in it?" That is the first question I am asked by all newspaper reporters. "How many followers have you? By their number we shall judge whether what you say is true or false." I do not know how many there are. I am not concerned with that. As I said, if there were even one man who had been set free, that were enough. 
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But those who really desire to understand, who are looking to find that which is eternal, without beginning and without an end, will walk together with a greater intensity, will be a danger to everything that is unessential, to unrealities, to shadows. And they will concentrate, they will become the flame, because they understand. Such a body we must create, and that is my purpose. Because of that real understanding there will be true friendship. Because of that true friendship–which you do not seem to know–there will be real cooperation on the part of each one. And this not because of authority, not because of salvation, not because of immolation for a cause, but because you really understand, and hence are capable of living in the eternal. This is a greater thing than all pleasure, than all sacrifice. 
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For two years I have been thinking about this, slowly, carefully, patiently, and I have now decided to disband the Order, as I happen to be its Head. You can form other organizations and expect someone else. With that I am not concerned, nor with creating new cages, new decorations for those cages. My only concern is to set men absolutely, unconditionally free.<ref>[http://www.jkrishnamurti.org/about-krishnamurti/dissolution-speech.php# Truth is a pathless land] at J. Krishnamurti Online</ref></blockquote>

This, again, was naturally interpreted as a rejection of his role as a vehicle of the World-Teacher. However, as he wrote to Lady Emily five years later, on [[August 27]], 1934:

<blockquote>You say, mum . . . that I have denied being the W.T. [World Teacher]. You know, mum, I have ''never'' denied it. I have only said that it does not matter who or what I am but that they should examine what I say. . .<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Fulfilment'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1983), 30.</ref></blockquote>

== Masters of Wisdom ==

After the dissolution of the Order of the Star Krishnamurti referred to the Masters very seldom. When asked in public about them he tended to dismiss the question as an unimportant one, or would answer by asking the person why he wanted to meet a Master, what he thought a Master was, etc. In this way he made the questioner look into his motivation.

Some interpreted this as a denial of their reality. However, in some of his private conversations, he would admit their existence and even his relationship with them.

This attitude is consistent with what [[Koot Hoomi|Master K.H.]] wrote to [[Alfred Percy Sinnett|A. P. Sinnett]] in October 1884, in [[Mahatma Letter No. 130#Page 8|one of his letters]]:

<blockquote>For years to come the Soc[iety] will be unable to stand, when based upon [[Masters of Wisdom|"Tibetan Brothers"]] and [[phenomena]] alone. All this ought to have been limited to an inner and very SECRET circle. There is a hero-worshipping tendency clearly showing itself, and you, my friend, are not quite free from it yourself.<ref>Vicente Hao Chin, Jr., ''The Mahatma Letters to A.P. Sinnett in chronological sequence'' No. 130 (Quezon City: Theosophical Publishing House, 1993), 432.</ref></blockquote>

== Speaking tours ==

== Krishnamurti schools ==

Early in his career Krishnamurti showed a concern about education. In 1912, when he was only 17, he wrote the book '''''Education as Service''''' in which he described "the life of an ideal school where love rules and inspires, where the students grow into noble adolescents under the fostering care of teachers who feel the greatness of their vocation".<ref>Mary Lutyens, ''Krishnamurti: The Years of Awakening'' (New York: Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 1975), 59.</ref>

He founded several schools. The first, in 1934, was [http://www.rajghatbesantschool.org/ Rajghat Besant School] in Varanasi, India. In 1969, [https://www.brockwood.org.uk/ Brockwood Park School] in Hampshire, England was established, and in 1975, [http://oakgroveschool.org/ Oak Grove School] in Ojai, California. Other Indian schools include [http://www.rishivalley.org/ Rishi Valley Education Center], "The School" at [http://www.theschoolkfi.org/ Damodar Gardens] in Chennai, '''Haridvanam''' in Bangalore, [http://www.sahyadrischool.org/ Sahyadri School] in Pune, and [http://pathashaala.tcec-kfi.org/ Pathashaala] in Chennai. He said, "The purpose, the aim and drive of these schools is ... to create the right climate so that the child may develop fully as a complete human being. This means giving him the opportunity to flower in goodness so that he is rightly related to people, things and ideas, to the whole of life."

These are some principles of Krishnamurti schools:
* School focus is on the development of the whole human being. 
* Students learn to observe the world and act in the world without conditioning or self-centeredness.
* The school tries to establish an environment in which this kind of education and self-development can take place.
* Faculty work together to develop themselves as human beings who are capable of maintaining the educational environment. 
* There is no fixed curriculum or method.

Teacher training for the older schools consisted primarily of conversations between Krishnamurti and the teachers in which he attempted to help with self-development. Many of these dialogues were transcribed in books such as '''''Beginnings of Learning''''' and '''''A Flame of Learning: Krishnamurti with Teachers'''''.

== Later years ==
[[File:Krishnamurti planting tree at Adyar.jpg|right|200px|thumb|J. Krishnamurti planting tree at Adyar, 1982]]

== Teachings ==

== Writings ==

==Online resources==
===Audio===
*[http://www.theosophicalinstitute.org/medialibrary/viewtitle.php?titleid=343DEDA1-2B5E-4182-B397-895190FE98C9# Krishnamurti and Eastern Philosophy] by Ravi Ravindra
*[http://www.theosophical.org/files/resources/Downloads/mp3/sanat/Krishnamurti%20on%20the%20Masters.mp3# Krishnamurti on the Masters] by Aryel Sanat

==Additional resources==
*[http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?wgid=wgeJxNjsEKgzAQRL-mty1kE4K2YQ8Fodhirz2vJGioCWIi4t839tTLu8wwbzb_8STNEIjRREvPxacxcliX7OHhrV0hAErQgPVFgxBXJSDUwqGGgRMI6Nhy5JmnyUH7atobVLUrJVRRKVhB6kodQBCGbV-2Hf2GT1L8247QcnaEsiQd74WH0_R5n8vFkEfivJkx7XRGsyTC9_0L6P46pg# J. Krishnamurti's Natal Chart] at Astrodienst
*[http://www.jkrishnamurti.com/index.php# Jiddu Krishnamurti Online]
*[http://www.jiddu-krishnamurti.net# JidduKrishnamurti.Net]
* Scott H. Forbes, "Jiddu Krishnamurti and His Insights into Education" at [http://infed.org/mobi/jiddu-krishnamurti-and-his-insights-into-education/ Infed.org]. From a presentation at the first Holistic Education Conference, Toronto, Canada, 1997.

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